Confused!

Ok I never write on here anymore because I just never have anything to say. Or if I do, I don't want to write it because I'm tired of sounding depressed. It's been a rough few months. But let's just summarize a few things.

Melissa goes on a date with a guy. It goes fantastically. Melissa goes on second date with same guy, it goes great until he kisses her. She realizes he is...weird. Melissa goes on date with new guy, it goes alright. He goes to Germany for work, but they email. They may see each other when he gets back?

Now brace yourself...Melissa goes on what may have been a date, may have just been dinner...may have been all kinds of things, we don't really know... with ex boyfriend...and is now very very confused.

And that's where life stands.