Exhausted

Everything in the universe is seriously out of whack. So many people are struggling through life right now, and it just seems like it's one thing after the other. Which does not really make my own issues any less difficult. If not, maybe moreso. Because I want to be there for my friends but I don't feel like I can handle this many emotions. And my friends are so busy in their own crap that I am not getting any of the support I need. I'm getting out and trying to enjoy life but everything takes that much more effort. And it's leaving me completely exhausted. I keep thinking change is going to come with the warm weather. Spring = renewal, right? But I don't feel like I can wait any more! I need positive things to start happening. And sunshine. I really need warm rays. Is it beach time yet?