I'm officially going to St. Louis this weekend so I can curl up in a ball on my mom's couch and mourn. Will be there on Thursday, leaving early Tues morning.
I did not want to leave work in the hands of others, but this had to be done for my own sanity.
I also made an appointment with a therapist. I feel ridiculous doing that, but I didn't know how else to cope.
I currently:
can't focus on work
can barely keep food down
can't stop crying
keep worrying about everything
I know my sad blog posts are confusing to those that don't know what's going on. I promise a good post explaining everything one of these days. This is just something that can't be shared for all eyes yet, so I can't post it here.
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