I keep having these dreams where I am on vacation with my family. There's been about one a month for the last 9 months or so. I'm always having a great time with my mom and brothers until I realize my step-father is there too.
Last night I told him that he was intruding. I said I wished I could for give him but was still too angry to even be around him. Then he started crying. Really fat tears.
I imagine I was subconsciously feeling sorry for him. His mother just died on Wednesday. My once grandmother. But I just can't make myself feel sad outside of my dreams.
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